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Thursday, February 26, 2009

Finally finally finally........Exams are over!!! Yah Yah Yah....... Actualli i should be happy tat exams are finally over but it is not the way...I duno feel it tat way. Haiya...i realli duno how to explain my own feelings now or would i said i duno even noe how i felt now!!! However, no matter wat i will still enjoy my holidaes now hahaha...The first thing i will do is slp, slp and slp.....

11:16 PM Y

Friday, February 20, 2009

Arhhhhh......so damn sick i goin crazy readi my io chem is soooooooo..........suck man. Realli gone case liao.......NOnonono i dun wan to forward tis is sick i will go crazy one Pls God help me....

10:52 PM Y

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Ahahahaha......Exams suck man!! Hate it, sickening freak.....Crying over my bio, it is onli the first paper and i got screw up...damn, damn,damn....What i going to do pls someone help me!!!
I study one nvr com out, i nvr study one it com out what the heck is wrong man...Anyway it is over crying over a spill milk is pointless the most important is the rest of the up coming paper more important i realli goin to chong readi .....

12:16 AM Y

Sunday, February 8, 2009

after all tis i have been through, i hav grow even stronger than before. I will get over it very soon and i will be stronger thn any one else. I dont hav to feel anything abt it and jus forget abt it . Life still goes on and the world will not feel sad or stop becos of u. We shld learn to look on the positive side. Wat is more important is to be urself and be happy...I am fine now and i feel a new life and motivation in myself again....

2:59 PM Y

I Hate BoysA heart is not a plaything,a heart is not a toy,but if you want it broken,Just give it to a boy. Boys they like to play with thingsTo see what makes them run,But when it comes to kissing,They do it just for fun. Boys never give their hearts awayThey play us girls for fools,They wait until we give our heartsAnd then they play it cool. You will wonder where he is a nightYou will wonder if he’s true,One moment you will be happy,One moment you will be blue. If you get a chance to see himyour heart begins to danceYour life revolves around him,There’s nothing like romance. And then it starts to happen,You worry day and nightYou see, my friend, you're losing himIt never turns out right. Boys are great, though immaturethe price you pay is high,He may seem sweet and gorgeousbut remember, he's a guy. Don't fall in love with just a boythat takes allot of nerve.You see, my friend, you need a manto get what you deserve. So when you think that you're in love,be careful if you canbefore you give your heart awaymake sure that he's a man.

2:52 PM Y

Love SucksBecause when you want itit doesn't ComeAnd when you don't its thereLove SucksBucause you could give yourheart and your soulAnd the other just might notCareLove SucksTo me but to you its a joyLove Sucks because he treats you like a precious dollAnd me a dirty ToyLove SucksAnd I'll scream to the top of my lungsLove SucksI have made it clearI ain't fun

2:49 PM Y

This is a interecting story abt Time understand Love.....

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others......, including Love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat." Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now." Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arri ved on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder. Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

2:00 PM Y

Not once did I expect this to happen. Never in my wildest dream that I’ve fallen, To a boy who wasn’t my prince charming Nor to someone who is my friend. It must been your sweetness that melt my heart Or your gentle smile could be the start. Whatever the reason for me to feel this way One thing I know, this strange feeling grows stronger everyday All this time I’ve been praying For you to see and look at me as a lady Every now and then I woke up dreaming That I can be your girl, not just a friend Then reality broke me into pieces It wounded me bad as it came to my senses. That you belong to someone else And I’m left alone with all this heartaches A few might have a clue But nobody knows the pain I’ve been thru They can’t guess the sleepless nights Nor count the tears I’ve cried. My friends see me smiling and laughing Yet deep inside there’s no place for denying. I know a have to surrender and let go At least to cease and ease the misery Still I’d be happy, Coz happiness means seeing you being one. And let me say this for once, I Love you…! But I love you more, so Goodbye……

1:37 PM Y

So fast valentine dae is coming, actualli i dont noe wat is the actual date but aft him who ask me out i thn noe it. Haha...me veri retard right!!! Dont noe whether to go out wit him not?
Exams are comin, i better concentrate in my studies first...So damn stress now a days, STRESS, STRESS, STRESS is the onli word i can describe my feelin now...

1:03 AM Y

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Your so full of yourself.

You hold your ego so high.

Which is why you wont admit to it.

Jealousy.

Yes, Jealousy, and you know it.

You cant help it.

You get all defencive.

Trying your best to come up with witty come backs.

But it's pointless.

For your own sake,I'll leave you and your ego alone.

Even though you did nothing of the sort for me.

On the contrary actually.

Lies.

Yes, Lies, all from your mouth.

Lies about us.

About what reall happened with us.

You wanted to make yourself look better.

Turn me into the weak link.

That ego thing again.

Your so full of yourself.

Slut.

Yes, Slut, and you know why.

Because you lied.

You made up shit.

Your immature.

A child with an ego.

So full of yourself.

Jealousy.

Jealousy created the lies.

The lies created the slut.

Congratulations.

I hope your happy.

1:31 PM Y