Thursday, June 18, 2009
One day as I was thinking
Thinking as I often do
The subject turned to love
And immediately I thought of you
I thought of how you have changed my life
And relieved all my pain
I thought of how you've carried me
And all things in life I've gained
As I pondered these wonderous thoughts
I came upon one more
And thought about my sinful life
Only as it was before
And then it was there I realized
How much you've changed me inside
And made me the most gracious person
Now one more thing I cannot hide
I never thought of love
As an object or a person
I often thought about it being bliss and maybe a potion
I did not think it was something I could see
But now I see love everyday, everytime I look at me
It might be by my definition only
But you have made me love
And also you have made my life
Not just high but above.
Thinking as I often do
The subject turned to love
And immediately I thought of you
I thought of how you have changed my life
And relieved all my pain
I thought of how you've carried me
And all things in life I've gained
As I pondered these wonderous thoughts
I came upon one more
And thought about my sinful life
Only as it was before
And then it was there I realized
How much you've changed me inside
And made me the most gracious person
Now one more thing I cannot hide
I never thought of love
As an object or a person
I often thought about it being bliss and maybe a potion
I did not think it was something I could see
But now I see love everyday, everytime I look at me
It might be by my definition only
But you have made me love
And also you have made my life
Not just high but above.
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Wat a day todae, suppose to be a happy and enjoyable but it turn out to be unexpectably disappointing. In the morning, i went all the way to jurong medical centre to wait for him to give him a surprise, didnt tell him i was goin. I reached there about 9.30am and went round to look for the place cus i'm not sure where is the dental clinic but likely managed to find it..phew!! cus i got abit lu chi hehe=) After which, we went to KFC to have our breakfast, i ordered the waffle set and he order the duno wat's it called but is like chicken roll. The waffle quite satisfying to me. I then took the train to SGH to do my medical check up, everytink was fine. No worries=)
Later in the noon, went to meet my two dears xinxin and sala with kelvin(xin's bf). Took bus to bugis and we 3 brought belts, then me n xinxin brought a t-shirt for kel and my dear dear.
Things didnt went well frm then, i had a conflict with him and made me upset again. Even though i was at fault but the tone and the words he said to me was sacrastic and tis is not the first time alreadi. This realli made me lose confident in tis r/s, realli lose faith in him too.. I am a person who get emotional easily, and i fear to get hurt..i tink most gals do. I realli have the thought of leaving him and not get into a r/s so as both parties will not get hurt further but love shldnt be tis way, if u realli love the person u will be willing to scarifise for him no matter wat happen, u will always be there for him and to correct his mistake.
I dun blame him of wat a person he is as everyone has its own flaws but the most importantly is whether he noe how to tink and analysis the problem and improve on it. He's a nice guy but onli veri short-tempered at times. But i am glad tat he is aware abt it and is willing to change. I will definitely help to remind him his tempered and attitude towards me and even to the outside ppl.
I also wan to thks my gf's for their care to me and be there by my side to comfort and support me love u lots!!
Last but not least, i jus wan to remind all the couples outside there tat, we must learn to cherish and value the ones you love cus it's not easy to find the one tat is made for u!! Not all noe how to forgive ppl.
人总是珍惜未得到的, 而遗忘了所拥有的。
你随时也要认命,因为你只是个人。
Later in the noon, went to meet my two dears xinxin and sala with kelvin(xin's bf). Took bus to bugis and we 3 brought belts, then me n xinxin brought a t-shirt for kel and my dear dear.
Things didnt went well frm then, i had a conflict with him and made me upset again. Even though i was at fault but the tone and the words he said to me was sacrastic and tis is not the first time alreadi. This realli made me lose confident in tis r/s, realli lose faith in him too.. I am a person who get emotional easily, and i fear to get hurt..i tink most gals do. I realli have the thought of leaving him and not get into a r/s so as both parties will not get hurt further but love shldnt be tis way, if u realli love the person u will be willing to scarifise for him no matter wat happen, u will always be there for him and to correct his mistake.
I dun blame him of wat a person he is as everyone has its own flaws but the most importantly is whether he noe how to tink and analysis the problem and improve on it. He's a nice guy but onli veri short-tempered at times. But i am glad tat he is aware abt it and is willing to change. I will definitely help to remind him his tempered and attitude towards me and even to the outside ppl.
I also wan to thks my gf's for their care to me and be there by my side to comfort and support me love u lots!!
Last but not least, i jus wan to remind all the couples outside there tat, we must learn to cherish and value the ones you love cus it's not easy to find the one tat is made for u!! Not all noe how to forgive ppl.
人总是珍惜未得到的, 而遗忘了所拥有的。
你随时也要认命,因为你只是个人。
8:37 PM Y
Monday, June 15, 2009
Here is a collection of Sad Love Quotes.
These are touching, and sad and true.
“Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes… just be an illusion.”
“You can’t buy love, but you can pay heavily for it”
“Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.”
“The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up.”
“What may seem depressing or even tragic to one person may seem like an absolute scream to another person, especially if he has had between four and seven beers.”
“Usually when people are sad, they don’t do anything. They just cry over their condition. But when they get angry, they bring about a change.”
” Sadness flies away on the wings of time. ”
” When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal. ”
“They say that time heals all wounds but all it’s done so far is give me more time to think about how much I miss you.”
“Sometimes it’s hard to love someone because you’re so afraid of losing them”
” Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so.”
“What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose.”
But hey, you should always be and You can be really Cheerful because all the time:
Nobody really cares if you’re miserable, so you might as well be happy, and not give everyone a DAMN.
“Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes… just be an illusion.”
“You can’t buy love, but you can pay heavily for it”
“Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.”
“The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up.”
“What may seem depressing or even tragic to one person may seem like an absolute scream to another person, especially if he has had between four and seven beers.”
“Usually when people are sad, they don’t do anything. They just cry over their condition. But when they get angry, they bring about a change.”
” Sadness flies away on the wings of time. ”
” When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal. ”
“They say that time heals all wounds but all it’s done so far is give me more time to think about how much I miss you.”
“Sometimes it’s hard to love someone because you’re so afraid of losing them”
” Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so.”
“What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose.”
But hey, you should always be and You can be really Cheerful because all the time:
Nobody really cares if you’re miserable, so you might as well be happy, and not give everyone a DAMN.
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When it comes to affairs of love and hurt, you have to wait for your heart to learn what your head already knows, then You can break free
Not all scars show, not all wounds heal Sometimes you can't always see The pain someone feels
Love is like grass. If you fall on it, it may leave a stainand some temporary pain. But you’ll get over the pain,it will eventually stop hurting. Now maybe the stain ruined your favorite pair of jeans, or maybe it was nothing special that was ruined, but either way the stain remains there. And with time,it will begin to fade, but it will always be there,a permanent reminder that you, too, once fell.
Why is it whenever I try to find lovethey all laugh? Why is it whenever I try to love they turn away? Why is it whenever I find love they leave me and say it was never meant to be?
I have found the paradox that if I love until it hurts, then there is no hurt, but only more love.
When you can't remember why you're hurt, that's when you're healed. What's better? A lie that draws a smile or the truth that draws a tear?
I guess we all make mistakes sometimes But you were my biggest.
(gO to tiS weB to Check oUt moRe)
http://www.lovefatedestiny.com/emolovequotes.htm
Not all scars show, not all wounds heal Sometimes you can't always see The pain someone feels
Love is like grass. If you fall on it, it may leave a stainand some temporary pain. But you’ll get over the pain,it will eventually stop hurting. Now maybe the stain ruined your favorite pair of jeans, or maybe it was nothing special that was ruined, but either way the stain remains there. And with time,it will begin to fade, but it will always be there,a permanent reminder that you, too, once fell.
Why is it whenever I try to find lovethey all laugh? Why is it whenever I try to love they turn away? Why is it whenever I find love they leave me and say it was never meant to be?
I have found the paradox that if I love until it hurts, then there is no hurt, but only more love.
When you can't remember why you're hurt, that's when you're healed. What's better? A lie that draws a smile or the truth that draws a tear?
I guess we all make mistakes sometimes But you were my biggest.
(gO to tiS weB to Check oUt moRe)
http://www.lovefatedestiny.com/emolovequotes.htm
3:54 PM Y
Look behind the mascara and the shiny lipstick look a little deeper and maybe you will see that this girl you are looking at really isn't me
Quit saying you love me. For once.. just show it.
Life is like a dream you always wake up to the truth and sometimes it sucks
When the last teardrop falls I will stand tall And hold onto the memories Of how you used to be
When someone really loves you,they will never hurt you. And if they do, you can see it in their eyes that it hurts them too...
It's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings, and standing up for what you believe.
We take a risk when we open our hearts because the truth is, if we open our hearts, we will get hurt. You can’t open your heart and not have some hurt because you’re in a human experience. Even if it’s the love of your life and you have many wonderful, deepening, growing, powerful years together,it’s a human experience and that person will pass over. Love takes courage.Be courageous.
If you don't know, then ask me. If you don't agree,then argue with me. If you don't like, then say it to me. But don't keep silent and judge me.I've learned that no matter how good a friend someone is, they're going to hurt you every once in awhile and you must forgive them for that.
I don't make mistakes..I just date them.
Quit saying you love me. For once.. just show it.
Life is like a dream you always wake up to the truth and sometimes it sucks
When the last teardrop falls I will stand tall And hold onto the memories Of how you used to be
When someone really loves you,they will never hurt you. And if they do, you can see it in their eyes that it hurts them too...
It's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings, and standing up for what you believe.
We take a risk when we open our hearts because the truth is, if we open our hearts, we will get hurt. You can’t open your heart and not have some hurt because you’re in a human experience. Even if it’s the love of your life and you have many wonderful, deepening, growing, powerful years together,it’s a human experience and that person will pass over. Love takes courage.Be courageous.
If you don't know, then ask me. If you don't agree,then argue with me. If you don't like, then say it to me. But don't keep silent and judge me.I've learned that no matter how good a friend someone is, they're going to hurt you every once in awhile and you must forgive them for that.
I don't make mistakes..I just date them.
3:52 PM Y
Should I Smile Because You're My Friend Or Cry Because Thats All We'll Ever Be?
A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back, I Know Because I've Tried. Neither Would A Million Tears, I Know Because I've Cried.
Forget The Times You Walked By, Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry, Forget The Time You Held My Hand, Forget The Sweet Things If I Can, I Can No Longer Pretend, I Have To Remember Now That You're Just A Friend
When I Look At You My Heart Skips A Beat But Later That Beat Could Mean A Lifetime Of Tears Wasted On Something I Knew I Could Never Have
How Can You Be Friends With Someone If Everytime You Look At Them It Makes You Want Them Even More?
My Heart Was Taken By You, Broken By You And Now Is In Pieces Because Of You
As Part Of You Has Grown In Me, Together Forever Shall We Be, Never Apart Maybe In Distance But Not In Heart
Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does.
Even when I pour my heart out to you, I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know.
Sometimes it's hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them
I know in reality we can't be together, so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me...in my dreams you're mine forever.
I was reborn when you first kissed me. Part of me died when you left me. But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me.
u are always there for me and so you give me the courage to stand alone.
A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back, I Know Because I've Tried. Neither Would A Million Tears, I Know Because I've Cried.
Forget The Times You Walked By, Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry, Forget The Time You Held My Hand, Forget The Sweet Things If I Can, I Can No Longer Pretend, I Have To Remember Now That You're Just A Friend
When I Look At You My Heart Skips A Beat But Later That Beat Could Mean A Lifetime Of Tears Wasted On Something I Knew I Could Never Have
How Can You Be Friends With Someone If Everytime You Look At Them It Makes You Want Them Even More?
My Heart Was Taken By You, Broken By You And Now Is In Pieces Because Of You
As Part Of You Has Grown In Me, Together Forever Shall We Be, Never Apart Maybe In Distance But Not In Heart
Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does.
Even when I pour my heart out to you, I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know.
Sometimes it's hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them
I know in reality we can't be together, so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me...in my dreams you're mine forever.
I was reborn when you first kissed me. Part of me died when you left me. But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me.
u are always there for me and so you give me the courage to stand alone.
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Top 10 Sad Love Quotes
Love can make you laugh; love can make you cry. This page is dedicated to people who have experienced the sorrowful side of love. These sad love quotes reflect your emotions, share your grief and teach you to build your life once again. Read carefully and you will derive a lot of meaning in these valuable sad love quotes.
1. has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.
2. YeatsHearts are not had as a gift, But hearts are earned...
3. The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you.
4. There is a time for departure even when there's no certain place to go.
5. It is better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all.
6. How could an Angel break my heart? Why didn’t he catch my falling star? I wish I didn’t wish so hard. Maybe I wished our love apart.
7. Nothing takes the taste out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love.
8. You wondered how you’d make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you’re looking for, is the one thing you can’t see.
9. Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.
10. Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.
Love can make you laugh; love can make you cry. This page is dedicated to people who have experienced the sorrowful side of love. These sad love quotes reflect your emotions, share your grief and teach you to build your life once again. Read carefully and you will derive a lot of meaning in these valuable sad love quotes.
1. has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.
2. YeatsHearts are not had as a gift, But hearts are earned...
3. The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you.
4. There is a time for departure even when there's no certain place to go.
5. It is better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all.
6. How could an Angel break my heart? Why didn’t he catch my falling star? I wish I didn’t wish so hard. Maybe I wished our love apart.
7. Nothing takes the taste out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love.
8. You wondered how you’d make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you’re looking for, is the one thing you can’t see.
9. Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.
10. Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.
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A True Ghost Love Story
Yes, you can find true love in the weirdest places. Astoundingly, it is these stories that are the saddest. We all sometimes wish that our loved ones will stay by our side forever but alas, life seems to always have a cruel twist on love.
This is a personal account of a ghost story that occured over 10 years ago.This "true experince" firml supported my theory that our departed loved ones can convey messages through dreams.
Back in 1989, being a fresh graduate Psychology graduate, I landed a job inthe personnel department in one of the goverment offices in Quezon City. A male co-worker, Jun, was 11 years older than me. He became one of my friends while working there. Jun was king, loving, and romantic. He was the breadwinner of his family. His parents ang relatives liked me a lot. Being single and unattached, he courted me in 1990. I accepted his marraige proposal during the latter part of that year.
My parents did not approve of our relationship and when the first quarter of 1991 came, my parents made me quit my job. My dad, being a military man, even threatened Jun to Jun to stay away from me. To make our long story short, I left my job. I lost track of Jun I bussied myself with the family business. Basically, I went on with my life and tried to forget about him.
On the morning of June 2, 1994 I recieved a telegram from his aunt, saying that Jun had died the day before June1, 1994. Shocked I crumpled the short note and hurriedly phoned his aunt for confirmation. She told me that when we parted, Jun resigned from his job and drunk heavily each day. He naglected his death as well as his body. Pneumonia had caused his sudden death. "You know Jun. Everyday and up to his remaining hours, all her wanted was to seeyou. During his final moments, while suffering from delirium, he even told us that he still loves you very much," Jun's aunt said.
Sadly, my parents wouldn't allow me to go to his wake. I mourned quietly inside my room. There even came a point where I convinced myself that he wasn't dead.
On January 1995, just before my birthday, Jun visited me in a dream. I dreamed that I was inside a hospital room. I was wearing a hospital gown and I was sitting at the foot of my bed. Jun suddenly appeared before me, clothed in bright lights. We communicated mentally. I told him it wasn't true that he was gone. He replied that I must accept the fact that he was already dead but it didn't mean that he as leaving me. "I will always be beside you, gaurding you," he said
I cried saying, "I'm sorry I didn't have the guts to fight for our relationship."
He comforted me and soothed me by shrouding me with his bright light. The bliss I felt was interrupted by voice calling hi name "It's time for me to go," he told me. "But what about me?" I asked, tears in my eyes. " I will be here for you always," he replied,"and I will be waiting for you there. And don't ever forget that love you very much."
After saying this, he vanished before my eyes. I woke up crying. After this accident, I finished began to accept his death. And whenever I'm depressed I feel his presence beside me I know somehow out there he's still waiting patienly for me.
Yes, you can find true love in the weirdest places. Astoundingly, it is these stories that are the saddest. We all sometimes wish that our loved ones will stay by our side forever but alas, life seems to always have a cruel twist on love.
This is a personal account of a ghost story that occured over 10 years ago.This "true experince" firml supported my theory that our departed loved ones can convey messages through dreams.
Back in 1989, being a fresh graduate Psychology graduate, I landed a job inthe personnel department in one of the goverment offices in Quezon City. A male co-worker, Jun, was 11 years older than me. He became one of my friends while working there. Jun was king, loving, and romantic. He was the breadwinner of his family. His parents ang relatives liked me a lot. Being single and unattached, he courted me in 1990. I accepted his marraige proposal during the latter part of that year.
My parents did not approve of our relationship and when the first quarter of 1991 came, my parents made me quit my job. My dad, being a military man, even threatened Jun to Jun to stay away from me. To make our long story short, I left my job. I lost track of Jun I bussied myself with the family business. Basically, I went on with my life and tried to forget about him.
On the morning of June 2, 1994 I recieved a telegram from his aunt, saying that Jun had died the day before June1, 1994. Shocked I crumpled the short note and hurriedly phoned his aunt for confirmation. She told me that when we parted, Jun resigned from his job and drunk heavily each day. He naglected his death as well as his body. Pneumonia had caused his sudden death. "You know Jun. Everyday and up to his remaining hours, all her wanted was to seeyou. During his final moments, while suffering from delirium, he even told us that he still loves you very much," Jun's aunt said.
Sadly, my parents wouldn't allow me to go to his wake. I mourned quietly inside my room. There even came a point where I convinced myself that he wasn't dead.
On January 1995, just before my birthday, Jun visited me in a dream. I dreamed that I was inside a hospital room. I was wearing a hospital gown and I was sitting at the foot of my bed. Jun suddenly appeared before me, clothed in bright lights. We communicated mentally. I told him it wasn't true that he was gone. He replied that I must accept the fact that he was already dead but it didn't mean that he as leaving me. "I will always be beside you, gaurding you," he said
I cried saying, "I'm sorry I didn't have the guts to fight for our relationship."
He comforted me and soothed me by shrouding me with his bright light. The bliss I felt was interrupted by voice calling hi name "It's time for me to go," he told me. "But what about me?" I asked, tears in my eyes. " I will be here for you always," he replied,"and I will be waiting for you there. And don't ever forget that love you very much."
After saying this, he vanished before my eyes. I woke up crying. After this accident, I finished began to accept his death. And whenever I'm depressed I feel his presence beside me I know somehow out there he's still waiting patienly for me.
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A Painful Regret
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called"best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.
She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!
I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called"best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.
She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!
I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried
10:22 AM Y
Everlasting Love story
One fine day, an old couple around the age of 70, walks into a lawyer's office.Apparently, they are there to file a divorce.
Lawyer was very puzzled, after having a chat with them, he got their story....This couple had been quarreling all their 40 over yrs of marriage nothing ever seems to go right.
They hang on because of their children, afraid that it might affect their up-bringing. Now, all their children have already grown up, have their own family, there's nothing else the old couple have to worry about, all they wanted is to lead their own life free from all these years of unhappiness from their marriage, so both agree on a divorce....
Lawyer was having a hard time trying to get the papers done, because he felt that after 40 yrs of marriage at the age of 70, he couldnt understand why the old couple would still want a divorce..
While they were signing the papers, the wife told the husband.."I really love u, but i really cant carry on anymore, I'm sorry..""Its o.k, i understand.." said the husband. Lookin at this, the lawyer suggested a dinner together, just 3 of them,wife thought, why not, since they are still gonna be friends..
At the dining table, there was a silence of awkardness.The first dish was roasted chicken, immediately, the old man took the drumstick for the old lady.."take this, its your favourite.."
Looking at this, the lawyer thought maybe theres still a chance, but the wife was frowning when she answer.."This is always the problem, you always think so highly of yourself, never thought about how I feel, dont you know that i hate drumsticks?"
Little did she know that, over the years, the husband have been trying all ways to please her, little did she know that drumsticks was the husband's favourite. Little did he know that she never thought he understand her at all, little did he know that she hates drummsticks even though all he wants is the best for her.
That night, both of them couldnt sleep, toss and turn, toss and turn...after hours, the old man couldnt take it anymore, he knows that he still loves her, and he cant carry on life without her, he wants her back, he wants to tell her, he is sorry, he wanted to tell her "i love you"...
He picks up the phone, starting dialing her number....ringing never stops..he never stop dialing....
On the other side, she was sad, she couldn’t understand how come after all these years, he still doesnt understand her at all, she loves him a lot, but she just cant take it anymore....phone's ringing, she refuses to answer knowing that its him..."whats the point of talking now that its over...i have ask for it and now i wanna keep it this way, if not i will lose face.."she thought...still ringing...she have decided to pull out the cord...
Little did she remember, he have heart problems...
The next day, she received news that he had passed away...she rushed down to his apartment, saw his body, lying on the couch still holding on to the phone...he had a heart attack when he was still trying to get through her phone line....
As sad as she could be...she will have to clear his belongings...when she was looking thru the drawers, she saw this insurance policy, dated from the day they got married, with the beneficiary being her... And together in those file, there was this note...
"To my dearest wife, by the time you're reading this, I'm sure I'm no longer around, I bought this policy for you, though the amount is only $100k, I hope it will be able to help me continue my promise that i have made when we got married, I might not be around anymore, I want this amount of money to continue taking care of you, just like the way I will if I could have live longer. I want you to know Iwill always be around, by your side... I love you"
Tears flowed like river......
"When you love someone, let them know... You never know what will happen the next minute.... Learn to build a life together.. Learn to love each other. For who they are.. not what they are..."
One fine day, an old couple around the age of 70, walks into a lawyer's office.Apparently, they are there to file a divorce.
Lawyer was very puzzled, after having a chat with them, he got their story....This couple had been quarreling all their 40 over yrs of marriage nothing ever seems to go right.
They hang on because of their children, afraid that it might affect their up-bringing. Now, all their children have already grown up, have their own family, there's nothing else the old couple have to worry about, all they wanted is to lead their own life free from all these years of unhappiness from their marriage, so both agree on a divorce....
Lawyer was having a hard time trying to get the papers done, because he felt that after 40 yrs of marriage at the age of 70, he couldnt understand why the old couple would still want a divorce..
While they were signing the papers, the wife told the husband.."I really love u, but i really cant carry on anymore, I'm sorry..""Its o.k, i understand.." said the husband. Lookin at this, the lawyer suggested a dinner together, just 3 of them,wife thought, why not, since they are still gonna be friends..
At the dining table, there was a silence of awkardness.The first dish was roasted chicken, immediately, the old man took the drumstick for the old lady.."take this, its your favourite.."
Looking at this, the lawyer thought maybe theres still a chance, but the wife was frowning when she answer.."This is always the problem, you always think so highly of yourself, never thought about how I feel, dont you know that i hate drumsticks?"
Little did she know that, over the years, the husband have been trying all ways to please her, little did she know that drumsticks was the husband's favourite. Little did he know that she never thought he understand her at all, little did he know that she hates drummsticks even though all he wants is the best for her.
That night, both of them couldnt sleep, toss and turn, toss and turn...after hours, the old man couldnt take it anymore, he knows that he still loves her, and he cant carry on life without her, he wants her back, he wants to tell her, he is sorry, he wanted to tell her "i love you"...
He picks up the phone, starting dialing her number....ringing never stops..he never stop dialing....
On the other side, she was sad, she couldn’t understand how come after all these years, he still doesnt understand her at all, she loves him a lot, but she just cant take it anymore....phone's ringing, she refuses to answer knowing that its him..."whats the point of talking now that its over...i have ask for it and now i wanna keep it this way, if not i will lose face.."she thought...still ringing...she have decided to pull out the cord...
Little did she remember, he have heart problems...
The next day, she received news that he had passed away...she rushed down to his apartment, saw his body, lying on the couch still holding on to the phone...he had a heart attack when he was still trying to get through her phone line....
As sad as she could be...she will have to clear his belongings...when she was looking thru the drawers, she saw this insurance policy, dated from the day they got married, with the beneficiary being her... And together in those file, there was this note...
"To my dearest wife, by the time you're reading this, I'm sure I'm no longer around, I bought this policy for you, though the amount is only $100k, I hope it will be able to help me continue my promise that i have made when we got married, I might not be around anymore, I want this amount of money to continue taking care of you, just like the way I will if I could have live longer. I want you to know Iwill always be around, by your side... I love you"
Tears flowed like river......
"When you love someone, let them know... You never know what will happen the next minute.... Learn to build a life together.. Learn to love each other. For who they are.. not what they are..."
10:16 AM Y
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Hi everyone, it's me, i'm finally back!! after so long.. Haven posted for a long long time haiya due to my laziness and quite busy on sch work at that time hehe...so i get my dear xin xin to post for me thks alots!! 1 wk of holidae is goin to pass so damn fast, left onli 2 wks before my mst exam. so sian!! Haven realli started studyin slackin for the 1st wk then goin to chong for the 2 wks. Suddenly so many things to do exams, reports, etc... Realli drive me to the wall ArhxX!!!=(
Ydae my dear xin xin went to my hse n we had a good heart to heart talk abt her r/s. I realli feel sad for her, i hope she can get through tis tough period of time and find her true love, someone who will realli cherish her. But dun forget me arh even u found "him" hehe!! Best friendz forever=)
Todae, my dear dear give my a veri sweet surprise, he actualli brought breakfast to my doorstep early in the morning without letting me noe, he also brought one for my xiao mei. Thks alot my dear dear, so sweet of u=) After which, initially he planned to go for a swim at jurong swimming complex but didnt manage to do so due to my presence hehe sorrie dear dear abt tat even thought i noe u dun mind hehe=)
Tmr, lots of nice movie is going to release, i'm goin to catch the drag me to hell, waited for so long. Goin to watch wit my dear dear, xin xin, and maybe sala. Can't wait to hang out wit my dearest's friends again=) But sad of all, i ned to go sch for OSRM leeson SO SIAN!!!
Fri, our classmate is goin to celebrate my lao gong tasmin bdae, but her's actual is on sat la. Goin to hang out at kbox and then have dinner at new york new york!! We share money to buy her the perfume she loves so much, thks jia wei for helpin us to buy the present cus i'm sensative to perfume so can't acc u to buy. Wondering whether we will have fun on tat dae cus long time nvr have tis type of gathering readi... Realli lookin forward to it!!
Ok la tats all for todae=) Goin to do some of my stuff first. Will keep u all updated on the coming events wit pics uploaded!! Gd nite=)
Ydae my dear xin xin went to my hse n we had a good heart to heart talk abt her r/s. I realli feel sad for her, i hope she can get through tis tough period of time and find her true love, someone who will realli cherish her. But dun forget me arh even u found "him" hehe!! Best friendz forever=)
Todae, my dear dear give my a veri sweet surprise, he actualli brought breakfast to my doorstep early in the morning without letting me noe, he also brought one for my xiao mei. Thks alot my dear dear, so sweet of u=) After which, initially he planned to go for a swim at jurong swimming complex but didnt manage to do so due to my presence hehe sorrie dear dear abt tat even thought i noe u dun mind hehe=)
Tmr, lots of nice movie is going to release, i'm goin to catch the drag me to hell, waited for so long. Goin to watch wit my dear dear, xin xin, and maybe sala. Can't wait to hang out wit my dearest's friends again=) But sad of all, i ned to go sch for OSRM leeson SO SIAN!!!
Fri, our classmate is goin to celebrate my lao gong tasmin bdae, but her's actual is on sat la. Goin to hang out at kbox and then have dinner at new york new york!! We share money to buy her the perfume she loves so much, thks jia wei for helpin us to buy the present cus i'm sensative to perfume so can't acc u to buy. Wondering whether we will have fun on tat dae cus long time nvr have tis type of gathering readi... Realli lookin forward to it!!
Ok la tats all for todae=) Goin to do some of my stuff first. Will keep u all updated on the coming events wit pics uploaded!! Gd nite=)
8:30 PM Y
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
now at xiang home...haha i force her to hand over her com n asked her study..
wakka...orelse she will be lazy to study if gt com company her..
i felt lik those old days as tutor teacher watchin student do hmwk and study...
haha...nothin to do help her do some htlm codes changin in her blog...
saw those scrollin things?i do one wor..mai siao siao wakka...admire me ba...
k la she study till lik very pek chei(fusrated ba) haha..
bt ntin i could do bt jus tokin to her all rubbish stuff...
she gigglin n peepin wat i wrote here now..
i shoo her back first..
l0ls ok she back to study..
is late now guess gt to go hm soon ya..
haiz...
days r gd to hav someone to talk to n pei..n it pass by fast as gd times always flies...
k la..dono wat to write liao..
anyway ytd couple date was alright..
we caught a movie,eat sushi and took some pics..
comin out soon the pic...bt gd things gt to wait...
soo ya stay tune..comin out nice ppicyss..
goin catch drag me to hell when it comin out..
wohooo..
sianz i watch all movie le..nthin to watch le..
is there any contest for watchin all movie?
haha...
tak care readers...wish u all a very gd night.
wakka...orelse she will be lazy to study if gt com company her..
i felt lik those old days as tutor teacher watchin student do hmwk and study...
haha...nothin to do help her do some htlm codes changin in her blog...
saw those scrollin things?i do one wor..mai siao siao wakka...admire me ba...
k la she study till lik very pek chei(fusrated ba) haha..
bt ntin i could do bt jus tokin to her all rubbish stuff...
she gigglin n peepin wat i wrote here now..
i shoo her back first..
l0ls ok she back to study..
is late now guess gt to go hm soon ya..
haiz...
days r gd to hav someone to talk to n pei..n it pass by fast as gd times always flies...
k la..dono wat to write liao..
anyway ytd couple date was alright..
we caught a movie,eat sushi and took some pics..
comin out soon the pic...bt gd things gt to wait...
soo ya stay tune..comin out nice ppicyss..
goin catch drag me to hell when it comin out..
wohooo..
sianz i watch all movie le..nthin to watch le..
is there any contest for watchin all movie?
haha...
tak care readers...wish u all a very gd night.
Labels: at xiang home.
9:46 PM Y
Monday, June 8, 2009
guess the time readers?
is 5.53 am now.
i cant really slp so i goin to write a short post here.
hi,my name is yuki bt xian used to call me "xin xin"..
i guess i once of her best buddy,and i honour to has her as my bff..
thanks xian for givin the rights to write here as u knw..ermm...
if u don trust me u wont do it as i will spamm all the way n make a mess in ur blog...wakkakaka..bt nt to worry i will not..and i nt so bo liao..lols.
let me guess wat to write...mind quite empty due to the time..
okok...
if i not wrong,i start frm june 6.
we girls went out for a outin on tat days.bt there's a guy who join us.
so that will be...xian,sherral,me and a guy(shit i don really rem his name).
let's called him the bombastic guy(the words he speak,it can make u think that sun came out from north which is not bt thats e way he sound.),so named it as Mr B.
xian ask him out as wanna intro me tis guy,make a new friend.
xian thx for thoughts although we know in e end he is the worst guy.haha..is ok...
the guy abit out of his mind..tryin to hanky panky and said words to impress girls.
bt too bad..we 3 are the world most smarter n wise ladys..haha..
i knw i oversound bt bein self confident and love ourself should be the way in life.
so since he wanna to impress we let him be.do what a gentleman should did bt which is also the worst for him but best for us..
guess what the things he done which sound tat way?
any idea?
l0ls,thats is paid the bills.
got get it right?is ok if didnt..there too much thing tat guys should do for girls..
due to economic crisi we girls are poor so to us if we could save abit is consist best for us le..thats y bad for him bt good for us,i dont think he gt much to spend too..
he paid the movies ticket,cab fare from my home to cini,snacks from movie booth and dinner treat..round it off let me guess..around min 100buck..
movie 40,snacks 20,dinner might be 40...and some other little small stuff..
wohooo...sound great isnt?we 3 sav ard up to 30++ each..haha whom ask him to mess with the wrong groups of girls tat day.serve him right..
took it the price of tryin hold my hands for 1 sec,bump into me.makin me listen to his crap,n some other disrespect things.everytin hav a price,isnt?
hope i nv sound bad...as the worst thing he done that day is spoilin we girls mood tat day..we plan to tak neon print bt we didnt as he wanna join.we nv really enjoy much shoppin as mayb we r uncomfortable with him ard.as he causin me no mood and whole group will jus goes with it..so..
do u think he should do sometin to so call remend for us?
but after is still a great days,as i could hang out with my girly girl and they r my awesome for years friends..may our friendships last forever ya..
xian get a dress instead of bag cause cant find the one she wan.
sherral gt a heels shoes for sch,ya she gt wat she plan bt nt for xian..
bt xian next time den we try to find to get a bag ya..
n me gt a pair of cute flat platform heels..n a dress too..i over my spendin budget tat day,bt is alright try to cheer myself up abit..bt xian gd lor...
we bought the dressy together...the shop gt promotion lik u bought first pieces is 20 and sec pieces is 10..
so me bought the 20 n xian bought the 10..grrr~~haha bt nvm...as long happy k le..
end of day we still save.
xian mange to chase him off at night so we had a peaceful ride back to jurong.lols.
oya,the movie we watch is dance subaru..is a nice show,the ballet is gracefully beautiful.worth the watch,2 tumbs up.
anytin else did i miss out?
ermmm....
i think nthin le..
k la i go to bed le..
as tmr goin out with xian for double date.she bought her bf i bought my kel..l0ls..
mayb will take a pic to post.
for intrestin updates comin out,so stay tune ya..
nitex reader slp tights...
nitex my 2 darlin(xian & sherral) candys dream,love u girls..misses too..
written by,R.Y.
is 5.53 am now.
i cant really slp so i goin to write a short post here.
hi,my name is yuki bt xian used to call me "xin xin"..
i guess i once of her best buddy,and i honour to has her as my bff..
thanks xian for givin the rights to write here as u knw..ermm...
if u don trust me u wont do it as i will spamm all the way n make a mess in ur blog...wakkakaka..bt nt to worry i will not..and i nt so bo liao..lols.
let me guess wat to write...mind quite empty due to the time..
okok...
if i not wrong,i start frm june 6.
we girls went out for a outin on tat days.bt there's a guy who join us.
so that will be...xian,sherral,me and a guy(shit i don really rem his name).
let's called him the bombastic guy(the words he speak,it can make u think that sun came out from north which is not bt thats e way he sound.),so named it as Mr B.
xian ask him out as wanna intro me tis guy,make a new friend.
xian thx for thoughts although we know in e end he is the worst guy.haha..is ok...
the guy abit out of his mind..tryin to hanky panky and said words to impress girls.
bt too bad..we 3 are the world most smarter n wise ladys..haha..
i knw i oversound bt bein self confident and love ourself should be the way in life.
so since he wanna to impress we let him be.do what a gentleman should did bt which is also the worst for him but best for us..
guess what the things he done which sound tat way?
any idea?
l0ls,thats is paid the bills.
got get it right?is ok if didnt..there too much thing tat guys should do for girls..
due to economic crisi we girls are poor so to us if we could save abit is consist best for us le..thats y bad for him bt good for us,i dont think he gt much to spend too..
he paid the movies ticket,cab fare from my home to cini,snacks from movie booth and dinner treat..round it off let me guess..around min 100buck..
movie 40,snacks 20,dinner might be 40...and some other little small stuff..
wohooo...sound great isnt?we 3 sav ard up to 30++ each..haha whom ask him to mess with the wrong groups of girls tat day.serve him right..
took it the price of tryin hold my hands for 1 sec,bump into me.makin me listen to his crap,n some other disrespect things.everytin hav a price,isnt?
hope i nv sound bad...as the worst thing he done that day is spoilin we girls mood tat day..we plan to tak neon print bt we didnt as he wanna join.we nv really enjoy much shoppin as mayb we r uncomfortable with him ard.as he causin me no mood and whole group will jus goes with it..so..
do u think he should do sometin to so call remend for us?
but after is still a great days,as i could hang out with my girly girl and they r my awesome for years friends..may our friendships last forever ya..
xian get a dress instead of bag cause cant find the one she wan.
sherral gt a heels shoes for sch,ya she gt wat she plan bt nt for xian..
bt xian next time den we try to find to get a bag ya..
n me gt a pair of cute flat platform heels..n a dress too..i over my spendin budget tat day,bt is alright try to cheer myself up abit..bt xian gd lor...
we bought the dressy together...the shop gt promotion lik u bought first pieces is 20 and sec pieces is 10..
so me bought the 20 n xian bought the 10..grrr~~haha bt nvm...as long happy k le..
end of day we still save.
xian mange to chase him off at night so we had a peaceful ride back to jurong.lols.
oya,the movie we watch is dance subaru..is a nice show,the ballet is gracefully beautiful.worth the watch,2 tumbs up.
anytin else did i miss out?
ermmm....
i think nthin le..
k la i go to bed le..
as tmr goin out with xian for double date.she bought her bf i bought my kel..l0ls..
mayb will take a pic to post.
for intrestin updates comin out,so stay tune ya..
nitex reader slp tights...
nitex my 2 darlin(xian & sherral) candys dream,love u girls..misses too..
written by,R.Y.
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