♥My memories♥.
Saturday, November 28, 2009

This song really suites me now!
(Corrinne May-let it go)


I think we've been here before
I recognize this place
I've seen the marks of confusion
wipe out a single sign of grace
And I don't want to play anymore
Not when the stakes are so high
So before we circle round once more
I'm gonna lay down,
Lay down my pride
Let it go, let it be
Don't waste all your emotion on this
tit-for-tat machine
Let it go, let it be
Let it go
I turn on the TV
and it screams out at me
Nothing seems to have changed
since the start of Adam and Eve
So we're waiting for the sky to fall
and we're buying brand new toys
But before we circle round once more
Can we lay down
Just lay down this pride
Let it go, let it be
Don't waste all your emotion on this
tit-for-tat machine
Let it go, let it be
Let it go
Don't go wasting your emotions
No one wins if we keep score
Let it go, let it be
Let it go


1:19 PM Y

Thursday, November 26, 2009

It has been a long time since i last blogged. Reason's due to time and mood. Life have been so meaningless and boring, there isn't anything that seem to sparkle my life. I feel like goin on a holiday during my vacation period but i also want to work for more money... Exams are round the corners and i haven even started revising, must not be lazy and start studyin readi... Today nth special happened, now i just need surprises in my life that's all i wanted.


8:22 PM Y

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Todae suppose to be an enjoying day for me becos it is a Saturday, no sch for me so i can go out with my dear dear. But as i expected, it wasnt, however i still enjoy my noon with my dear dear before he goes to work. Missing him so badly now which i hate myself for that ARrhh!!! Now i feeling abit down, need someone to be there by my side to acc me but he is always not there sad...and those who i dun ned them is always there Hai... But wat to do, he has his work to do and i noe he is already trying his best to meet me liao so i will understand his situation. Now i can only do is to be independent!!!


8:49 PM Y

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

After almost half a year and i have been through alot of things whether it's sweet or hard-breaking moments, Its time for me to really grow up! Things have to change for the better, no matter what happen life still have to go on... I have to be strong in life cos this is my only will to carry on my life. I will cherish my dear dear and nvr give up on him and myself!!!


8:50 PM Y

Monday, November 2, 2009

Wat a unlucky day for me todae, my fav phone was stolen by duno which stupid person on the train. Making my day damn weird w/o my phone. Now wat, i still need to use a old (bangala) phone for stand by first. Cos my daddy ask me to wait for new models to come out first cos there will be a new series of phones goin to be publish. Hai duno when can get a new phone which i like.

Ydae went to the zoo with my friends cos we have the corporate card, at first we can't get in the entrance becos of the rule that the person who owns the corperate card must be present on the spot. So no choice have to ask me daddy to come down. Thks daddy!!! Enjoyed myself with my dear dear and friends hehe!!! Took lots of pics too. However things didnt went well for me, suddenly i felt abit moody and upset which at first i also duno wat is wrong wit me. But after a day of sorting out my thoughts, and i found out that i'm being too paranoid over little things. I can't control my own emotion well enough. There are many factors that causes such behaviour, What i found out is that whenever he said he cannot spend time with me, i will be upset over it and i expected him to show more care towards me but i know that he is not a god or wat to know my feelings if i dun tell him. Maybe i am being too obessed into meeting him which made me get upset easily and get emo. I duno wat is wrong wit me that i become like this, i hate myself being like this, i must as wat he told me to that i must have a balance in my life. I will stop being this way!!!

What i learned today:
"Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before, how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way, and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no
importance whatsoever..."
“Improve yourself before seeking to improve others.”
“If you can't be happy where you are, it's a cinch you can't be happy where you ain't.”


7:58 PM Y


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A girl who loves to adventure Currently still studying in the tertary level(SP)
Wish to work in the research field to discover new stuffs
fav colour: Purple,black,white...
A lucky star is born on the 20th October.
my horoscope is Libra

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A blog that helps me survive
Survival is a challange to me now
Whatsmore
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If u dun like then i can only said gd bye!!!

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Living in this world.
is so miserable to me.
I feel life is meaningless to me.
I feel like ending it.
But i know i cant.
Determine is my only will to live.
Cus Be myself and surviving.
is part of my life.

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I might look ordinay in the outside but dun gudge ppl by its looks.
I have a fun and interesting character.
I am an outgoing gal who loves to play and have fun with all my friends.
I like to explore interesting stuffs.