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Friday, March 20, 2009

ok, 1-2 mths ago, i was working as a legal secretary and i always had to do OT most of the time. there this particular day which i dunno why i felt like staying till 10pm like this to do some works which i had already finished. maybe was the taxi claim and im lazy to take bus home especially i had to wait for at least 20-30mins per bus.that night was raining extremely bad. i was on the cab on my way home. as soon as i reached my block, i saw police car, ambulance and small crowds. i thought excitedly maybe its some kind of robbery scene taking place. haha. i fasten my pace only to realise im mistaken. the mother was wailing so loudly that she needed to support by the relatives, i think. the wife was dumbfound on the spot.i began to worry, it might not be a robbery scene afterall. there was this police lining (the blue and white police strip) around the letterbox. thinking that it might happened there i used my left hand to block the vision of my left eyes afraid of what i might saw. peeping through the tiny gaps from my hand, nothing was there and i was flooded with relief, turned and looked straight towards my lift and i jus cried out wtf. it was right next to the lift, inside the blue tent police used for, erm, .....i ran into the lift, praying and hoping and telling myself its ok.the moment i reached home i asked my parents did they know someone commited suicide right below our block.no wonder we heard something fell to the ground earlier, my mum answered me.haha. i thought everything was over and i was about to sleep when the house phone rang at 1203am sharp.mother and i were quite surprised to have someone to call this late and i thought its my bf.so i picked up the phone, it was a sms message sent by a hp.the message goes like this, (sweet lady's voice)you have got a message from this number 9********and your message is'can i call you now.' (a deeper voice)wtf.i refused to slp by myself and my dad had to come down fetch me from work for 2 weeks.


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