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Thursday, June 18, 2009

Wat a day todae, suppose to be a happy and enjoyable but it turn out to be unexpectably disappointing. In the morning, i went all the way to jurong medical centre to wait for him to give him a surprise, didnt tell him i was goin. I reached there about 9.30am and went round to look for the place cus i'm not sure where is the dental clinic but likely managed to find it..phew!! cus i got abit lu chi hehe=) After which, we went to KFC to have our breakfast, i ordered the waffle set and he order the duno wat's it called but is like chicken roll. The waffle quite satisfying to me. I then took the train to SGH to do my medical check up, everytink was fine. No worries=)

Later in the noon, went to meet my two dears xinxin and sala with kelvin(xin's bf). Took bus to bugis and we 3 brought belts, then me n xinxin brought a t-shirt for kel and my dear dear.
Things didnt went well frm then, i had a conflict with him and made me upset again. Even though i was at fault but the tone and the words he said to me was sacrastic and tis is not the first time alreadi. This realli made me lose confident in tis r/s, realli lose faith in him too.. I am a person who get emotional easily, and i fear to get hurt..i tink most gals do. I realli have the thought of leaving him and not get into a r/s so as both parties will not get hurt further but love shldnt be tis way, if u realli love the person u will be willing to scarifise for him no matter wat happen, u will always be there for him and to correct his mistake.
I dun blame him of wat a person he is as everyone has its own flaws but the most importantly is whether he noe how to tink and analysis the problem and improve on it. He's a nice guy but onli veri short-tempered at times. But i am glad tat he is aware abt it and is willing to change. I will definitely help to remind him his tempered and attitude towards me and even to the outside ppl.

I also wan to thks my gf's for their care to me and be there by my side to comfort and support me love u lots!!

Last but not least, i jus wan to remind all the couples outside there tat, we must learn to cherish and value the ones you love cus it's not easy to find the one tat is made for u!! Not all noe how to forgive ppl.

人总是珍惜未得到的, 而遗忘了所拥有的。
你随时也要认命,因为你只是个人。


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