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Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Being rather down and emo lately, can't really figure the actual cause to it but most likely is due to my sch work, exam results and r/s matters. All this seem to be draining off all my energy, i felt breathless now:( Things always don't go the way i wanted or wished. Sometimes i really wish that i could just vanish into the thin air and just disappear from this world. I really duno whether i can carry on with my life cus i find it all meaningless now or i can say from the beginning i already felt this way. Nobody will understand the pain i am suffering now:( I really wished to end my life if i was given the chance but sadly i wasn't :(

But i am also fortunate that i had someone which is always there to stand by me and comfort me. He is nun other than my one and only dear dear, thks alot!! Without you, my life will be totally meaningless. But i hope you can always be there by my side, i really fear that this is only short term. I really scared to lose you!!


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I feel life is meaningless to me.
I feel like ending it.
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