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Thursday, July 30, 2009

Lately had been quite emo at times but now i seem to be back to normal liao:) Thanks for all the concerns esp my dear dear who's alway there for me, i really appreciate it alot. My dear dear has been the nice's guy that i ever met, he is very different from the guy's outside. That is why i like him in the first place, but i never had expected to meet such a guy cos most of the guy's now are jerks!!! But becos that he is such a nice guy, it made me more fearful. Maybe becos i felt inferior abt myself that i am not good enough for him. The another reason is that all this seem to be so not real to me, it seem to be like a dream that i will wake up eventually and find myself alone. There is always a fear within me maybe becos i have no confidence in love this kind of things due to previous r/s i been through that made me have those feelings. I always think that if you did not get urself involve in a r/s, you will never get hurt. I once hated love alot and vow that i will not like anyone anymore but now i not sure already cos i already broke my promises. However, i will still feel fearful abt love r/s. What shld i do so that i can get back my confidence in love and r/s, i really felt lost at times....


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