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Sunday, August 23, 2009

Hai...Dun feel good wit my life, rather finding it a misery in life without a reason of living. Duno why i dun have any motivation and mood to study, rather being lazy to study. But my exams is coming, i dun wan to forward any modules so i will try my best to force myself to study. Next week will be my exams, it will end on the 4 August. Then will be my attachment...

I have been too obessed in r/s and neglected my studies, i duno wat has happened to me...
Life suppose to be a wonderful thing tat god given to us but now to me it isnt anymore rather a misery, i feel the pain and stress inside me which seems to be killing me instantly. I am suffering to survive but it seem impossible to me now. I had always wanted to end my life so that i will not ned to suffer all this misery and pain. But i know that shldnt be the way rather i am running away from problems. However i cant get myself to stand up again and get back to normal life, it seem impossible to me now, i really hated myself to the core....


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Living in this world.
is so miserable to me.
I feel life is meaningless to me.
I feel like ending it.
But i know i cant.
Determine is my only will to live.
Cus Be myself and surviving.
is part of my life.

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