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Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Thks my dear xin xin to blog for me!!!
Todae I loss control of my emotion again, break down all of a sudden maybe becos the pressure i given myself and the stress i am facing not only in school work but more... Feeling damn lousy about myself thinking why i cant do well in anything. Feel that i live for the sick of nothing and i felt totally lost. It is sufferocating me to the extend till i felt breathless at times... thought i would have just die like that without anyone knowing...
My school exam is killing me, maybe this is the main cause resulting me in all this, didnt did well for my this time round exam, so scared that i forward my module..But i can only blame myself for that. However, i will ensure myself that i will not be so last minute anymore... Despite all this, i wan to take this opportunity to tell him that i really grateful for all his patient in teaching me and being a very understanding bf. When i needed him, he is alway there by my side supporting me even though he might be hurtful at times which really hurt me. But i know he meant well for me. Infact i become very reliable on him now that i really duno want to do w/o him around, but this made me more fearful...i though of giving out many times cos i hated myself for being like this...
BUT after that cry, i know i cant carry on with my life like this instead i need to bring myself up back to my normal self, alway happy and cheerful and i know i can do it becos i live for myself and my loves one


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