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Monday, October 5, 2009

I duno wat is wrong wit me but my heart hurts so much now, i feel like crying... I am not as strong as what he though, why cant he understand my feelings? Everytime i must act that i am very happy but inactual fact i am not but sad... It is so heart breaking whenever i am sad but he is happily talking without noticing at all... It doesn't mean that my love for him start to fade but i can say as in he dun really understand my feeling and what i really want. I know he is very busy at work and dun have much time to meet me, i can understand that even i miss him alot, but now its my holiday so i really wish to meet him more often even just for a little while maybe just for dinner... After my holiday, i will be busy in my school work and he will be busy in his job, so we might not even have the time to meet at all by then... So i would like to take this opportunity to meet him more often but i know it is impossible cos he got his work to do. I dun wan to disturb his life, i dun wan him becos of me to spend more time on me rather than his work cos i promise him to be a understanding gf... Does he know i wanted to spend most of my time with him not all those guys that ask me out. My friends keep asking me why my bf always never acc me? Am i too childish thinking like that, can someone advise me wat should i do???


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