I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me




This can really describe how am i feeling now...
I have been supressing all my childish fears for so long and now it's time to let it all go. I thought of what he told me and sort out all my thought, i have to be strong in myself inorder to carry on with life. No matter what is goin to happen in the future, i goin to live my life to the fullest every single day. Even i am goin to lose him eventually, at least i had once enjoy the time i had with him cos life is unpredictable. I will not feel inferior in myself anymore rather be strong in my mindset. I am goin to live independently no matter what happen cos i dun ned anyone there to carry on my life!!! I can live by myself...

Label: Letting go of the past, to see a better future in you... Life is a lesson of give and take!!!

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