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Monday, November 2, 2009

Wat a unlucky day for me todae, my fav phone was stolen by duno which stupid person on the train. Making my day damn weird w/o my phone. Now wat, i still need to use a old (bangala) phone for stand by first. Cos my daddy ask me to wait for new models to come out first cos there will be a new series of phones goin to be publish. Hai duno when can get a new phone which i like.

Ydae went to the zoo with my friends cos we have the corporate card, at first we can't get in the entrance becos of the rule that the person who owns the corperate card must be present on the spot. So no choice have to ask me daddy to come down. Thks daddy!!! Enjoyed myself with my dear dear and friends hehe!!! Took lots of pics too. However things didnt went well for me, suddenly i felt abit moody and upset which at first i also duno wat is wrong wit me. But after a day of sorting out my thoughts, and i found out that i'm being too paranoid over little things. I can't control my own emotion well enough. There are many factors that causes such behaviour, What i found out is that whenever he said he cannot spend time with me, i will be upset over it and i expected him to show more care towards me but i know that he is not a god or wat to know my feelings if i dun tell him. Maybe i am being too obessed into meeting him which made me get upset easily and get emo. I duno wat is wrong wit me that i become like this, i hate myself being like this, i must as wat he told me to that i must have a balance in my life. I will stop being this way!!!

What i learned today:
"Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before, how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way, and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no
importance whatsoever..."
“Improve yourself before seeking to improve others.”
“If you can't be happy where you are, it's a cinch you can't be happy where you ain't.”


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A girl who loves to adventure Currently still studying in the tertary level(SP)
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Living in this world.
is so miserable to me.
I feel life is meaningless to me.
I feel like ending it.
But i know i cant.
Determine is my only will to live.
Cus Be myself and surviving.
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