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Tuesday, June 15, 2010

I dunno what wrong with me today but i suddenly felt tat i no longer have love for him anymore. I never felt like this before, But after i sort out my feeling and thoughts, i realised that it is not that i doesnt love him anymore rather i fear that he will leave me like before which hurts me so badly. I fear that it will happen once more on me and i scared i wont be able to take another blow. This is the reason why i dun dare to put my love and feelings into him. I restrict myself from loving him and not that i no longer love him. But for now, i wont not put my mind on love rather on other things like school work, friends and having fun, sports etc. I have to learn to let go of things that doesnt suit or belong to me and i am learning. I am also learning how to be independent as i know only I wont hurt myself. Relaying on someone is not the right way and it is unhealthy, therefore i have to learn to be more independent. We can't control fate but we can control how we going to live our life and emotions.


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