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Sunday, June 13, 2010

My mind is in an confusion ever since tat day. I am trying very hard to change myself erm... actually it is not totally change myself but i can say is more of controlling my desires and emotions. But this becomes a fear instead of being happy of my changes. To him i duno whether is he really happy being with me or is he trying to suppress himself and his feelings. I will let him go but it is just a matter of time becos i know he is not as happy as he use to be. I will change for the better as people will keep improving but it is just the matter of time and i know it will be hard for him becos in between there will be a lot of hindrance and i dunno if he were able to take it as from the past expriences i can say the chance is very slim. If he really love me he can wait for me but i doubt. I have been trying hard to not love him and instead slowly turning him into a friend of mine becos i know one day he will leave me and i have to let him go. It is jus the matter of time that i will stop myself from loving him. Maybe this is the best for us.


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