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Thursday, June 3, 2010

Today i can say its the worse nightmare to me, i never feel this bad before. He really hurt my heart to the core which i never feel this way before. My heart is hurt and wounded and it will take time to heal back but i know it will one day. But after been through so much today i learn sth out of it today and i can say everyday i am learning. It time for me to let go of everything and be happy, i know it wont be easy but i will do my best. I have to learn to be stay happy and be alone. I promised that i will not bother him anymore, i will let go of him but it just the matter of time becos i know he doesnt love me anymore becos i hurt him so badly. All i can do now is to stay strong no matter what happen. I have to learn to grow up and not be a pamper kid anymore. I know i say a hundred millons of times that i will change but this time i learned my lesson. If i will to act the same mistake again i will never forgive myself. Learning to grow up in the sense of being mature is so damn hard but once u know u have really grown up and become mature, u will feel a sense of happiness in u. I heading toward this goals...


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I feel life is meaningless to me.
I feel like ending it.
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